Stressing over nothing?
So as some of you may know i do beauty therapy, and recently my class has got a bit of an atmostphere, i have no clue how but it seems like me and my friend mel have got the worst end of it as they all act like weve killed a baby infront of them.
today i was off college as i had a doctors appointment, i wake up to a mail off of my friend mel to read this " you are going to hate me but ive left the course" i nt ink ive looked at my phone in such confusion before.
I dont know what to feel or say because i know when i go in there tomorrow im not going to feel welcome and to be doing on my own is even worse. My course ends in a matter of weeks i dont understand why she has left when in a couple of weeks she could of had an extra qualification, i know its her choice but im just confused to be honest
Nw i know its naughty to say but do i really want to leave this course and look for a job before the net college year starts or, do i wait out the next couple of weeks finish the course and carry on a usual even thought its going to be hard.
well after my little rant i think i might stay, i think i am strong enough and mature enough to stick it out no matter the looks or sly comments i get. Tomorrow is probably going to be a very slow and painful day for me but i have to show i am strong not just because of them but, to prove to myself i can do it
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